I am 26yrs old lost my husband on 9th Dec 2016 11 months af
I am 26yrs old lost my husband on 9th Dec 2016 11 months after we began our married life, I met him when I was merely 16 loved him like crazy for the last 10 yrs.We grew together in this journey of life.Life was so perfect with him that I never bothered with anything else.I lost him when we went on a picnic with friends, He hit his head on the rock inside the water and felt unconscious and drowned, He was a water baby never in my wildest dream did I think I'll lose him to water.
I am struggling to live since then, I am so angry with God, I keep pleading to take me to my baby but I know I am kept here to suffer for eternity.
@CKBlossom I have, initially it did help..but then it started getting repetitive and nothing really helped me...i so want to b with my husband but at the same time I am scared that God might punish me and not let me be with him for cutting my journey short here.
My husband passed away from Lung Cancer 3 1/2 years ago. Just want to encourage you that it will get better. I have certainly changed and you will also, for the better. Rejoice in hope, patience in tribulation and stay steadfastly in prayer.
@praised74 Thank you for your kind words, I hope i make it through this awful time in my life.Where prayers are concerned I don't really think that so called God out there is listening.