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****Trigger Warning**** Oml my mind is like a war zone righ

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****Trigger Warning**** Oml my mind is like a war zone right now. The suicidal thoughts have returned. But idk man, they're different. Something's wrong, but not the right type of wrong. Used to be I just thought about how much I want to die only at night and cry myself to sleep. NOW? All day I just think "I wanna die I wanna die I wanna freakin die." But I'm not crying anymore. It's more like fact than emotion, ya know what I mean? I don't care about anything but being sick in the head. My psychiatrist told me about a PHP program, but idk if I need it, to be honest. I feel like if I'm not crying, I don't need it lol. That sounds weird, but that's what I feel. I have a plan to kill myself, but I don't have a day yet. It's basically whenever I'm feeling up to it. College is coming up soon, so I wanna kill myself before that. (I put the trigger warning cuz idk when to exactly use it for what I say.)

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SmolCuteBear's picture
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Jul 14

@L2015 I'm gonna start on the 23rd of July. I'm really nervous but excited at the same time! :3

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Jul 16

@SmolCuteBear Congratulations on getting into the program! Let us know how it goes. I will keep the prayers going!

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SmolCuteBear's picture
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Jul 16

@AnaT123 I'll tell y'all how it is and stuff, definitely! Thanks for talking to me guys <3

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