**trigger warning** Idk when to use tws but anyways, has a

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**trigger warning**
Idk when to use tws but anyways, has anyone contemplated suicide by sleep deprivation? It would take a while but it would be painless? I heard it can cause crazy side effects such as seizures and strokes.

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19 hours ago

@Marathemoabite
I'm sorry that you felt stalked. I choose to go and find them. I asked the devil to come into my life. Church taught me about him and God. I decided since I already knew pain and evil the devil would be there for me. He was my "friend" as he was always with me. My mind was filled with death, rage and despair. I welcomed these thoughts, they were comfortable. This is all I knew growing up and to this day 34 years later I still struggle with my faith. Don't know if this makes sense to you. I not quite sure how to describe it.

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15 hours ago

@Longday
It makes perfect sense. I asked the devil to come out as a feeble attempt to sell my soul but nothing happened. Idk what caused demons to stalk me but it was a young age so idk what i did to cauae that. I struggle with my faith too. I want to believe i'm a believer but my fruits don't seem to be evident of that. That's why i don't kill myself because if i'm not a believer and just deluded myself into thinking i am one then per bible...i'm going to hell.

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14 hours ago

@Marathemoabite
I am the opposite I want to kill myself so I can go to hell. I was only 6 when I called for the devil and he answered me. So at this point I think I deserve to go to hell. The agonizing pain, complete despair and overwhelming hopelessness is what I know.

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