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**Trigger** The thoughts were really loud today. As soon

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**Trigger**

The thoughts were really loud today. As soon as my friend left for class, I thought about swallowing every single pill in my stash. I was so torn between choosing life and death that all I could do was lay on my bed and sob. I ended up texting a friend, telling her that I wanted to die. She talked me back into a calm place. I thought it would be over for a while after that, but the thoughts are coming back again. And I'm going to be alone for ten hours tomorrow. I'm scared of what might happen.

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Nov 9

Well, here it is close to 11pm p.s.time. Did you make it thru that difficult time frame? I'm still awake but will have to get to bed soon because I'm awfully tired. Thinking about you and all my other friends here tonight. Hugs to you. I'll wait a few minutes longer just in case you need anyone. : )

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Nov 9

@Scat I made it through. My friend should be home any minute now, I'm just counting down the minutes, even though anxiety is telling me that something happened to her since she isn't responding. Thanks for checking in so much, sorry I didn't reply sooner.

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Nov 9

Okay, I hope your friend gets home okay. You made it thru. You rock.

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