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Maybe *trigger warning* I want to die. I don't have a plan

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Maybe *trigger warning*
I want to die. I don't have a plan but I want to. I just finished an exam and should be proud of myself but I'm not. I can only really process being cold.

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[13090]
May 17

@brookey123
Thanks... I'm not sure I can bring myself to go to a doctor, but I am starting medication tomorrow morning. Hopefully that will help some...

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[13090]
May 17

I took another exam today... Kind of the same thing happened again but not so bad. Is this a pattern for anyone?

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May 19

@Bush560 maybe in time you will be able to understand your feelings, identify them, allow them to be, and realise all feeling will pass. the first time you felt that way you had suicidal thoughts, but it past, and now you feel this way again, but it will pass. eventually, you will be able to tell yourself "ok, i feel low, i have felt this way before, my trigger seems to be when ive just been relived of a stress, i got through it before, it will pass again. let it be, don't judge it, let it pass. keep taking your medication and find the bravery and kindness to yourself to go to the doctor. it is not a weak thing to do, it is a strong thing to do.

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