I'm about to break and no one even cares meaning the people

I'm about to break and no one even cares meaning the people I'm close to. I basically have no one family wise my mom's a drunk my dad's family has deliberately disowned me and my grandparents in which I live with now know my broken ankle situation and have proceeded to tell me maybe I should start taking medications again and go back to therapy. The only reason I have mood swings with them this bad is because we don't go much of anywhere. Except when they want to. I recently broke up with my boyfriend and now he keeps calling me. My triggers and nightmares have crept their way back into my mind. Also my ex best friend has stuff in her parent's house that is mine because when I was moving out I got tired of her mom thinking that everything was that so called best friend. I'm having a mental breakdown right now I mean doesn't anybody see that I'm trying? I feel super under appreciated like I'm being held down and pissed on continuously.

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norseduncan's picture
[93050]
Jul 20

@BlackLily what will you be studying?

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BlackLily's picture
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Jul 20

@norseduncan Social Work and I may or may not go into missions to Israel or something like that. Until then Social Work and getting my Master's down the road are my focus. I originally wanted to become an art therapist however the one college in Kansas that offers it is known to be pretty sucky. So right now I'm going to just focus on Social Work because I've planted the seed of the tree now I just need to wait and see where the opportunities branch out and how many leaves are on the ones worth going towards.

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Jul 20

@BlackLily that is an absolutely fantastic attitude. really is. I wish you all the best!

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