when I was 10 my father invited this 17 year old boy to live

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when I was 10 my father invited this 17 year old boy to live with us at first we became friends I would tell him everything and then one day he kissed me and then keep on going until he got what he wanted my virginity I was so scarred he lived with us for 4 more years and when ever he wanted to he did and I never told anyone because my family wouldnt believe me but he was my first and I wish that never happened because after that I haven't done anything except kiss a guy because I would feel bad because I wanted to give that to the one I loved

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Apr 11

@Ducktape
how?

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Apr 11

@EmmaT23
What happened to you was unfortunate, but it wasn't "You," it was something that happened to your avatar. Your body was abused. Your conscious mind, your spirit is intact. You haven't given yourself to the one you love, yet. If you are thinking in terms of your hymen being broken, many women break them by engaging in sports. Are they still virgin? "Yes." Was your conscious mind involved in the molestation? This doesn't read like it was. Therefore you haven't given yourself, yet. That's kind of how I read it.

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Apr 11

@Ducktape
Thank you that helped.

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