This is really hard for me to write about, it's kinda of emb

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This is really hard for me to write about, it's kinda of embarrassing, but I came on here for support, advice and ultimately to make some changes, in order for that to happen I need to be open and honest as I can be, so here goes. I have a bad porn addiction, I know I'm probably watching to much, I watch porn for all kinds of reasons, because I'm board, I'm lonely, I'm depressed, and then there's the obvious reason why people watch porn, I'm sure you can figure that one out. I have been watching porn from a real early age And now you can watch it anytime for free my addiction has gotten worse, I seem to be horny all the time, and it's so intense I can't ignore it I have to "handle" it before I can do anything else, I'm ashamed and I feel guilty afterwards but at the time when I'm let's just say excited I can't even think straight, I know I have a high sex drive not that I've ever had sex before I think that's part of the reason I watch porn, I can't have sex so I got to relive the "tension" somehow, but I think it's a serious problem. Can anyone else relate to this, if so can you give me any advice things that have worked for you to help you not watch porn so much ?

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May 3

Hi @AW1206 thank you for taking the time to reply. Maybe you know this I'm not sure, but I've been watching porn a very young age and I haven't stopped, so of course it's going to be much harder for me to quit if not impossible, but I do think it's possible it will just be very difficult. I wish like you I only watched porn for a couple of months and stopped, I wouldn't be in this position now, but unfortunately I kept going. I've tried in the past to reduce my viewing of porn but the urge builds up so strong I have to I have to " relieve" it, the longest I've ever gone with out watching porn has been a week. I watch porn mainly because I'm board and to feel something more then just depression and boredom. I don't really have any hobbies hobbies, I don't have the energy for hobbies and nothing really interests me enough, and I'm also going to school right now so that takes up most of my time and energy along with all the responsibility I have. No you didn't offend me, I'm not really much of a religious person. I don't have any friends, there is no one I can talk to about this other then the people on here. I hope you're doing well and you're taking care.

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May 4

Im very sorry to hear that and sorry nothing I said helped, but don’t give up hope. I will try to think of something that might help, or if you ever just need someone to listen I am here. I might not be able to respond very quick though. I am here for you.

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May 4

@AW1206 you don't have to apologize, I appreciate your reply and kind words, thows helped, I know you were trying your best, that's all I can ask for, and like most people on here my problems are complex and to much for one person to fix. :)

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