I'm nervous about posting this in this group, but does anyon

I'm nervous about posting this in this group, but does anyone have very frustrating sexual dreams, that are so vivid and real, that you wake up severely depressed and want to die? This was me last night. It happens to me every so often, especially if I see someone I want so bad. The dream was both violent and sexual, but I didn't want it to end. I hate feeling alone. I have being stupid and awkward. I hate being sexless. I feel like such trash. I am a waste of air. I will dwell on this for probably the whole day, as it affects me physically too. I'm trying not to resort to porn for it..but how else do I feel better.
Please don't judge me.

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Scarlet2020's picture
(2440)
May 4

It manifests in my dreams, and gwt worse at night. All I'm doing is looking at it now, and I'm going insane. Idk why I subject myself to this. It's physically painful. I shut off the app I use to see this stuff, but I end up just reopening it, posting, looking, watching, then get the intense urge to hit myself for being desperate, gross and unwantable, or I just end up feeling used after chatting about it. Like I said, I should just give up. I really don't have anywhere else to go for this.

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(2040)
May 4

@Scarlet2020 what app are you talking about ?. And you are not bothering anybody, were all here for help and support. :)

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Scarlet2020's picture
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May 4

@TT86 twitter. I so badly want to hurt myself. I can't stop

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