***TW*** Every time I close my eyes I see things in my mind

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***TW***
Every time I close my eyes I see things in my mind. Don't know what to call them thoughts, feelings, images or none of the above. Its like a movie playing in my head. I'm killing myself in different ways and then there are the sexual ones where I am being raped. I can't sleep and can barely function. Does anyone else have this happen to them? It seems like when I try to stop them they get worse. Can anyone relate to this or am I alone? Not sure how much more I can take before I see if hurting myself will make them stop.

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Nov 13

@Longday I had days where I had a 5 Minute song and I had to repeat it 5 times. Not because I don't want too. I knew if I keep at it, it will go away. I can not explain what my day was like but it was "heck". I was suicidal everyday. I will never self harm again because the withdrawal so bad. It took me a year and a half to officially being to feel like my old self. But I made to make rules to catch myself from slipping.

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Nov 14

@Longday oh thats a shame, well anyways if you change your mind i would seriously like to talk to you and maybe tell you about my problems too. life F ing sucks but we can at least try to make it a little but better for each other <3

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Nov 14

@rorosv7
I supported you

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