I am still cutting every day and purging at least 3 days a w

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I am still cutting every day and purging at least 3 days a week. I just got out of the hospital for 66 days. They started me on ECT. I am now doing IOP. The cutting has gotten more frequent, because I hate myself. I am having passive death wishes, but it is starting to get to the point that I have a plan. Things are not good.

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Nov 30

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I told my husband. He has not left me alone. I went to IOP today. The doc talked to me. We decided it was not the best idea to go to the ER since it is the ER I work. I cut myself there, she did get made about that because I used an e-xacto knife blade.

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Dec 2

Everyone should have such an attentive husband! It sounds as though this all blew up very suddenly. I know it's hard and I know you're trying hard to deal with it. Just do your best to give the dust a chance to settle a bit, and love yourself as best you can.

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Dec 2

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I am in intensive outpatient therapy. I am hoping the doc talked to the ECT doctor and I can stop that. Once a week is doing nothing for me and is just screwing up my memory just is not helping the depression or cutting as scores on scales have been going up, I have been cutting everyday, and there are days I have been suicidal.

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