I remember when I was little how i would try to walk without
I remember when I was little how i would try to walk without making a sound, trying to find the perfect way to balance my weight so the stairs wouldn't creek. I remember how hard it was to stay awake on the bus ride to school because I had stayed up all night. This was my usual morning. I still have trouble sleeping during certain hours. Maybe that's why some days I want to sleep during the day and wake up at night to start the day. Tonight I took it all out on myself. It wasn't a good night. Ironically now I am the only person I need to be afraid of. It's like they all live on, their abuses, through me.
Lol me too, you are like me. When you mean "they" you mean yourselfs. As for the need to be afriad of. Do you feel "fearless"? Like you should have it but you don't have it anymore? I have the same issue too. Which shows you like your the most evil in your mind?