Mr. Brightside, that's hilarious by the way. What's up, i

Mr. Brightside, that's hilarious by the way.

What's up, i'm new here....and i'm supposed to have my **** together, but I don't.....and nothing i do, makes me feel like a worthwhile human being......is that how this works? Haha....not used to saying crazy things like that out loud...

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Feb 19

thanks....i think it helped a little....today was very odd....i felt.....very very very depressed in the morning, and then so excited and "up" as opposed to down that is... Now i'm very very low again....for the most part.....I'm really starting to wonder if i've been bi-polar this whole time....or....if i'm just a coward?.....i need to talk to my therapist tomorrow

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[315]
Feb 20

I feel like i'm panicking right now......i simply....absolutely don't trust my mother.......she's just....always made me feel like i'm "special" "different" since I was a little kid...and I hated it.....and now....i'm very vulnerable....and afraid, and she wants me to move in with her so she can help me...simply because she says she knows what's wrong with me.....I don't trust her.....but i'm so scared of everything....she says I have some other kind of disorder....sensory processing disorder......she just always has a new disorder to give me...i hate it...but I also...feel sick and afraid all the time.....i don't know what the *** to do..I'm terrified i'm just screwed.....most of my family says my mother is a bad influence too...and then my therapist says i need to forgive my parents and see them as they are.....I feel so ****

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[315]
Feb 21

No...she's not licensed to diagnose..
No, i don't think I forgive my parents.....because it's now that I feel that I need help, but i just don't feel anything when they say they love me...and then I feel guilty for that. I feel guilty in general. Thanks for responding

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