I'm feeling rough today. satan had attack me just now. It wa
I'm feeling rough today. satan had attack me just now. It was rough. I was really going through a lot. I just been talking to myself, creating an imaginary friend. And I been lonely. I just can't wait until October 31, 2021 to get rid of satan. It's like what are some things I can do, until he goes away. I just need things to do. I get bored so easily. I have 2 years and almost 2 months of still dealing with satan, and it's tough. So, what are some things that I can do until he leaves? I just get bored too easily. And I do a lot of thinking. What do you do to stay busy? I just been talking to myself. I have no one to talk to. And I been single for 22 years. I been diagnosed with Schizoaffective for 16 years. I just want to get well. I'm a 34 year old, male.
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Sep 19An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. I have 564 days left of him. And, he bothers me. Please pray that covid goes away, because it's making a comeback. satan talks to me in my head. And, he always tells me what to do. Please pray that he stops that. I was in a car accident last Monday, and I left the scene of the accident. I apologize. I was so nervous. I wished I had your common sense. So, I guess it'll be time to wear our masks. It's rough.

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Sep 22An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. I have 561 days left of satan. I've been gaining weight. I'm proud of you all. You all work hard. I just weigh 272 pounds. I haven't had a chance to lose weight. My wisdom teeth has to be pulled on October 20th. I do a lot of gagging. Please pray that the Periodontist don't have to do anymore X-Rays. Please pray that God protects me on October 20th. I'm going to visit Las Vegas on October 10th. Please pray that I get all my stuff packed up. I just have to lose some weight. I've been doing a lot of eating. I had 1 scoop of cookies and cream ice cream from an Ice Cream shop.

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Sep 26An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. I have 557 days left of him. Please pray that my beard trimming goes by extremely fast tomorrow. Please pray that my trip out of town on October 10 to October 13th, goes by extremely fast. Please pray that I can take me, and my mom's clothes to goodwill clothes and shoes drop off basket. Please pray that I can take my stuff to the cleaners tomorrow. Please pray that I get all 4 wisdom teeth, and back upper teeth gets pulled as soon as possible. I weigh 272 pounds. I need to lose weight. Please pray that my Therapist calls me to set up another date and time for a Therapy session.