I'm feeling anxious, because of my Schizophrenia. I'm trying

An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. satan continues to bother me. And, you all have peace. It's too late for me to get married, and have a child. I wasted too much time. I didn't know that I would get worse. I should have read The King James Version Holy Bible. And, you all have families. And, I do a lot of thinking. I never had my first kiss. I'm a 37 year old, male. Please pray that my cousin, David passes his Bar Exam, the next time he takes it. I weigh 271 pounds. I just need to lose weight. Please pray that I get to and pass through March 27th, 2023.

An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. And, now my Dad wants me to get a job. It's rough on me. And, I just want to get to March 27th, 2023. And, then my friend Marlon tells me that I can get credits/quarters from Social Security for working. I haven't worked in almost 5 years. I just been dealing with satan for 12 years. And, Marlon wants me to work. And, I just have to prepare myself. My Dad says I do nothing everyday, and he's concerned about me, because of my mental illness. And, I have Schizoaffective Disorder- Bipolar Type. So, I just have to talk to my caseworker on next Thursday about meeting a job coach.

An update for today. I'm still feeling rough. I'm still dealing with satan. It's truly rough. And, my Dad wants me to work. And, I've been dealing with satan for 12 years. I go through a lot. I just want him gone. I really do. I want The Holy Ghost. I really do. And, I just go through a lot. And, I weigh 269 pounds. And, you all have peace. And, that is wonderful. But, now my Dad wants me to work. And, I just have to do it. I have to talk to my caseworker on Thursday about a job coach. And, I just deal with a lot. And, I'm about to be 38 years old.