So, I was doing quite well not contacting him and staying aw
So, I was doing quite well not contacting him and staying away. Last night, we went on a big group night out that had been arranged for ages. For the first couple of hours we barely spoke, then as the night wore on we talked more and got a bit flirty with each other, dancing together, etc. In the cab on the way home he was holding my hand all the way home. I got dropped off first, then as soon as he got home he was messaging me asking to get a taxi over to his, I stupidly agreed, then he said not to because he was too tired. I know he is just playing with my emotions and enjoying the power but I feel like I've taken a massive step backwards and feel so down and alone tonight.
I am trying my best to steer clear of him, but I'm not prepared to lose my other friends in the process. You're right, it is so difficult and I struggle with it all day, every day x
@LonelyMom1 one day at a time and you should be so proud of the progress you've made so far!
@Annabella825 Thank you, I know he is a toxic person and that I need to stay away from him, but I am my own worst enemy, it's like I'm addicted to him, it's ridiculous.