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I don’t know what to do. I feel like this is the beginning

BriMae's picture
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I don’t know what to do. I feel like this is the beginning of the end of my relationship. My husband and I started dating early 2010 and it was a very rocky start. I stuck by him because he was there for me when I literally had no one else. A year later we had a child and were married. Through all of our troubles we’ve stayed together. I have my own problems and one of those is keeping things bottled up. I feel like it’s finally taking a toll on me. Ive been suffering extreme panic attacks and just overall feel lost. I battle myself daily on what the right thing to do is. There are things that have happened that I just can’t seem to forgive him for. I try but it’s always there. There are so many layers to this, I feel like I can’t even explain to anyone in just one sitting. I’m just so lost and confused. Have you ever looked back on your life and just thought, “wow, I really messed up.”?

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BriMae's picture
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Aug 13

@Ellen4550 After I graduated high school, I rebelled and basically ran away from home. I had a huge amount of money from an inheritance and instead of using it for college, I blew it. With one semester of college complete, I decided to run even farther from home and moved out of state to live with my estranged father. That’s when I met my now husband. I just look back and know I had all the means in the world to make something of myself and I made stupid decisions. Now, I am in a marriage that I feel won’t last and dealing with anxiety attacks daily. I’m in a constant battle with myself on what way is the right way to live my life.

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Ellen4550's picture
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Aug 13

I’m old..I’ve made so many wrong decisions, but they cannot be redone, we do not get a redo.As for hour marriage..if you want to stay married I would say work very hard to fall back in love with him like you were when you met...if you feel that you need out it is not easy. Everybody gets hurt with a divorce. Mediation for anxiety.it helps a lot. Why do you think your marriage is not going to last?

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Aug 13

I feel this way exactly. O have been married for almost 11 years have three kids and I look back and wonder what in the world. As a good woman. We wanna make things work and we give our all, but when it's not returned we just have a void of nothingness. I feel so lost and alone and tired and broken. If you ever need someone to talk to you feel free. I understand what years like that can do to someone especially on the inside. I hope you can have an amazing day.

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