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**TRIGGER WARNING** **TRIGGER WARNING** Has anyone had fla

CandieM's picture
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**TRIGGER WARNING**
**TRIGGER WARNING**
Has anyone had flashbacks or vague memories of being kidnapped *specifically* by strangers in suits while in child daycare? The reason I ask is because I feel that this has happened to me, but I don't have the confidence to totally believe this because my dissociation during that trauma was so massive that it feels incredibly vague, much like a distant nightmare. Despite this, I have severe triggers that revolve around the strong possibility of this happening, and they are so bad that they cripple me in terms of retaining enough memory in order to earn a solid education. They also cause me to have the symptoms of conversion disorder. *Some* of what I believe happened was that I witnessed the murder of a pregnant woman, the mutilation of a child's "area", and that I had pain inflicted onto me while locked up in a white van. This all sounds bizarre and incredible, but since there are triggers that absolutely cannot be associated with my initial trauma, which happened before I even started attending daycare, this all makes me think that I'm not totally wrong. Maybe partially wrong? After all, I was about 4 or 5 years old. What also makes this so difficult for me is that there were no marks left on my body that revealed I was having pain inflicted upon me, in the form of physical torture. My mother bathed me at around that age, so it's clear that she didn't see any strange markings. Any insight on these traumas that I mentioned above will be greatly appreciated. If anyone can help shed some light on this horrific and odd area of my life, I'd appreciate that. Thanks for reading and I sincerely hope I don't upset anyone with this!!

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lalalalala555's picture
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Oct 12

actually, in my kindergarten they beat an Asian boy in front of us and then said "let's all scream like hiro screams" I left there, after telling my Dad. I told the Narc but she didn't care.

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lalalalala555's picture
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Oct 12

@liloneleaves I cannot seem to edit a post either. strange.

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Round3's picture
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Oct 13

Is it working now?

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