I wonder why, with the people around me being the at they we
I wonder why, with the people around me being the at they were before anything hit me, I have such a hard time relating to them. I worry about what they say, my negative dreams make me worry that someone will see me as very broken and leave me, and I just get worried [not anxious]. Then the memories flood back, and I feel the crack in my soul even more. Yuk. I've tried therapy, and am on my 3rd therapist, but am going to switch again. She wants me to dump my life and move on to completely new things. Can't completely do that.
Thank you. I have another one set up in a few weeks. I am hoping she is supportive and helps me deal with my issues, not hers.
@RemmMJ Hard to have to change I am on 2nd therapist and feel lucky he is good and on 3rd psych because of insurance changes etc. But really like her. I think what helped is I checked they had experience specifically with what I have C-PTSD and almost have to interview them like you would a job candidate. Good for you to have the strength and courage to keep looking for the right Dr for you!
Thanks a bunch. I was a bit hesitant to keep going, but I feel like I have to get some of this crap out of me.