i used to seek validation in older guys online before i turn

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i used to seek validation in older guys online before i turned 18, it made me feel disgusted and violated because i gave in to what they wanted from me and i felt like I couldn't say no. But at the same time, it felt like it's what i wanted, what I deserved because it's what I was used to I guess

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[13835]
Apr 20

So sorry you had to go through this. Without knowing you, I conjecture that this is not your fault. It does not mean you have a moral failing. It sounds like you have a lot of sorrow deep inside yourself, and you did this to make life slightly more manageable. I'd guess you don't deserve this at all, and you are not a bad person for having done this in moments of confusion. We all make mistakes like this.

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