Once again the site lost the post I spent a lot of time typi

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Once again the site lost the post I spent a lot of time typing. Anyhow, tonight I'm feeling super sad, like I don't belong anywhere or to anyone. Though I know I belong to God, this feeling just won't go away. I'm preparing to leave my home and go to a strange place. I feel super unsure and wish all would be different, that I could stay here, near my middle daughter, youngest son, sister, grand-nephew and uncle. I don't like the idea of goin to the unfamiliar, and leaving behind some of the things I needed here, long story. I spent today sorting through the things I waited my whole life to attain, so I could get rid of them, give them away. I told myself a lovely family will get them and maybe some wonderful children will be able to use them. Imagining the smiles on their faces makes me feel less bad about it. Memories of the children growing up flooded my mind. Those were the best days of my life. I also miss being loved, belonging to someone.

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Scat's picture
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Jan 24

@beth65, I'd like to have an entire wall of book shelves. I'm hoping my ex wants to get rid of the one that was his mother's so I can get it from him.

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JB2021's picture
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Jan 26

Just spent an hour on a reply post and Bam... gone ... GRRRRRR

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Scat's picture
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Jan 26

@JB2021 grrr. That had to have been annoying for sure.

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