Urg it's morning again! Woke up to that same panic, heart po
Urg it's morning again! Woke up to that same panic, heart pounding out my chest... he's the first person I think of... the first person I want to pick up my phone and speak to. No doubt he will have replaced doing that by now with others!!! I feel like tearing all my hair out its so frustrating. Not being able to speak to him is what kills me the most!!
@freeofcrazypants Hi. It will in the end. I know it's hard now. It takes a long time to get better. I'm not there yet although I have to see my ex everyday so it's really difficult to get over it. Probably the first six months after I found out he was a narc all I was is angry. I didn't see how it was going to get better. I took strength from the people on here that have lived through this and found their way to the other side. I hope you can find that strength too. I'm sorry it doesn't help you.
@lavenda sorry to hear that...we are in the same boat...I felt safe knowing we had been thru similar things and found each other..little did I know theblies and verbal abuse I was in for after the first year was over... I couldn't get why be so great for a year, see the potential we had , then throw it away to 12 years of this nasty game
@Ch3ryl1308 .....You are not pathetic....dont put yrself down like that. You and us on here have been threw hell. Be more easier on yrself.