Trying to post again. I'm having night terrors. I woke up in

Trying to post again. I'm having night terrors. I woke up in the middle of the night sweating. I was in a dark room with him. There was a closet that opened and a dark firey path to the devil. He was there as if his servant. I was terrified. I ran out of the room to another to try to find my mom (she passed 3 years ago). She was unable to listen to me telling her he was the devil bc she was intoxicated. I was so scared. Before I woke up I was with her trying to get her to eat so she could understand what I was saying. It was horrific. I finally fell back to sleep only to wake up again after seeing him in my dream disgard me and I was so upset. He was giving someone else attention or something. I was trying to get home but I kept getting lost. Woke up. Anxiety sky rocketing. What is this? It's so scary. So frightening. I had dreams in the early stages of my moms passing. But these are horrific. He's evil in them and I'm scared. I don't understand the meaning. I'm having such a hard time. I can't find the light at the end of this. I don't know how I'll do it. 17 days nc.

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Apr 21

Yes true. I identify with some issues and characteristics posted more than others but there is definitely a common theme among us especially when it comes to the pain and healing we experience and need to do.

Apr 21

@Se2709 very true...

Apr 21

gas lighting, future faking, triangulation, pretending to be our soulmate and saying that we are special, one of a kind etc. projection, devaluation, discard, hot cold, abuse cycle
those are the things I see in common


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