I hate having those days where you have the urge to try n re
I hate having those days where you have the urge to try n reach out to the narc who left you high and dry. Clearly he is not trying to reach me. Why can't I just let go too. Maybe because I am more human than he is. He did me wrong and I am thinking about him. That's messed up. Still hope he is miserable after his choices he made.
I am still working on a plan to go out on my own.. my daughter has my back. It will just be harder and take longer.
@breakingsteel This sounds like a right decision, good that you have such understanding and supportive daughter. It's harder but I hope you'll meet someone different, a right person. Sorry if I was judgemental, it seemed untrustworthy that you and he were married when you were together but I guess it's really complicated. I hope everything turns out well.
He woyld call me on his way to work, lunch, after work, before bed everyday and every Saturday morning. It seemed if he had something to do and miss a call it was ok. Even tho he told me it was ok if I missed a call I felt bad, I heard something in his vouce. He also wanted to know when I left my house, to where and when I retuned. If I was say in walmart longer than I planned he would say. That took you 3 hours??? Yes it did. He claims he was worried about me is all. Then when this all went down he at first wanted my new cell number and wanted to know if I was having sex with my husband. My husband and I have not in maybe 7 years. But if he was not leaving why care if I am or not. But he woyld not answer any of my questions to him . I woyld send him pics of things going on here and he barely sent me any from there. I was to trust worthy, I never thought he would be like this to me. Now thanks to you all here I am being educated. I just read about triangular love. If I knew then what I know now. He kept telling me what she wanted him to do but not what he wanted to do . As I said before, he took me on romantic trips, a gondola at sunset. . I thought he wouldn't do all this if he didn't love me. Told me his wife n son ignore him, keep things from them, tell him he has no say in their house and covers the Web cam when he was here on trips so he couldn't see what was going on there. It's like a soap opera I swear. But thank you all for the help your giving me. It means alot. Thank you!!