I feel so angry and upset right now with everything I just f

I feel so angry and upset right now with everything I just found out far after the relationship was over. So I'm going to vent a little on here because you guys are very supportive and it helps me a lot. So here it goes... I hate him for everything he put me through, I hate him for breaking my heart, I hate him for charming me and putting on this fake persona to where I didn't know who he really was, I hate him for being selfish, I hate for cheating and hiding it, why can't you just leave the relationship if you want to cheat don't keep me around for your benefit. He broke me into a million pieces and I want him to go far away forever. I never want to speak, hear, or see him again. I will never wish anything bad upon him but I just want to move on. I want to come to a point where I don't hate him and I just don't care anymore. Why are there people like this in the world? I know it's to make us stronger and learn a lesson. I'm glad I learned the signs now so I know. I just wish none of us were hurting. I wish we could move on easier. I hope I find the strength to forgive him one day so I can finally be set free. There is more to life then these people who bring bad energy and are toxic to your wellbeing. Just so ready to move on.

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Apr 16

@mechele and @goloveforus thank you guys. At least I know it's normal to feel like this. I still don't understand how someone can do such cruel things to someone they say they love. It's all fake. I'm glad I'm seeing that now. I will stay contact.. I think I learned my lesson by now and I see how much he just breaks me down and clouds my head. Even though it's not your fault @godloveforus it's nice to hear an apology and everyone on here knows how awful it can feel. Thank you guys again.

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Apr 16

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Well said. <3

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