It is almost one year now since my miscarriage. Since last N

It is almost one year now since my miscarriage. Since last November, I could not sleep at night. and because of that, I was having migraine pain. also, some couples had babies on the time I would have my babies. that also triggered me! I felt sad watching them having their babies. And my feelings made me hate me.
Finally, I shared what's happening in my mind with my husband, he said it's natural and you are not a bad person to feel like this. Then we discussed having a child. I was going to start my last semester at that time. so he said, "let us wait until you finish your masters because I would not like it if you have to stop midway". I told him that I feel if I have a child I would feel better. but if we decide to have a child now, then we will not be able to travel to our country to see my parents this year. and also I will not be able to get a covid vaccine, then throughout the pregnancy, I will be risking myself and the child. Also, I do not want to stop my study in the midway.
I still feel that way after 4 months. but I want a child badly. and every month I hope that I won't be having my menstruation. is it normal to think so much before doing it? am I afraid or just overthinking? I do not understand myself anymore.

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Jun 21

I wanted to check in and see how you were doing.  

Jun 22

@CKBlossom Thanks. past few days were tough to pass. but I managed. we prayed together for them. Tried to focus on our mental well being, keep up with our works. thanks for all your support and nice words. it really means a lot.

CKBlossom's picture
Jun 22

@Anusha21 You are so welcome, I hope the time comes soon that you will be able to try again. hugs!

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