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Im trying to let him be but its **** hard to even pretend to

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Im trying to let him be but its **** hard to even pretend to give up when the person is your everything really. I miss him in every little single thing I do. If he knew the stupid **** I was doing hed stop me and get a little upset and he always seemed like my husband when he reprimanded me over my dumb actions. How can I ever even begin to think of getting over him? Hes my entire life, my entire future. All I want is his arms because no one ever feels like home. I never woulve started anything if I never intended to keep it forever. Everyone gives up on me and everyone leaves. Everyone messes with me. Im never worth anything to anyone and its really hard to keep up your self worth when everyone around you is telling you youre not worth anything. Ive stopped talking, Ive stopped eating properly. I overwork myself to death. I dont sleep. My eyes are noticeably darker for the first time in my life. Idk what to do with the ring because I still wear it every single day in the hope that hell come back. I always wait for him, usually on the porch and sometimes in bed, but most of the time on the cold hard floor, but I always wait.

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Technofreak's picture
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Nov 8

I know how you feel. It takes time to learn to live with being without the love one. I am a work in process yet I have made progress to learn to live with myself again with time. Hugs

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ollyvie's picture
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Nov 8

Am Sorry to hear of what you are going through. Breakup is one of the difficult things one has to deal with. I pray that God will be your strength and restoration. Yourself worth is not found in people or their opinion. Different people will have different views about you, and you don’t have to believe them all. God created you in his own image and you are unique unlike any other that is why we cannot compare yourself with any other person or measure yourself worth by how people see you. You cannot trust anyone on this earth to love you like you want to because humans cannot be depended on even if they want to try. You remember when he badly wanted to be with you? All the good things he saw in you and wanted to be with you hasn’t changed. You are still that beautiful and awesome lady he wanted to have badly. If he doesn’t want to be with you anyone doesn’t mean that you are not worth his love. Its about his choices and not you at this time. Before you met him, life was going on ok and you can live without him and still be happy. I can understand how you have become one and your life was surrounded by him. I can understand how much you loved him and He also loving you. Whatever will be will be. Cry your heart out to shed of the pain because you are broken but try to get your life back again. You can do this. I know it hard. I understand what you are going through. You are not alone. Am here if you need someone to chat with. Sending hugs and love your way.

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