We didn't see that coming!!!


Im trying to let him be but its **** hard to even pretend to


Im trying to let him be but its **** hard to even pretend to give up when the person is your everything really. I miss him in every little single thing I do. If he knew the stupid **** I was doing hed stop me and get a little upset and he always seemed like my husband when he reprimanded me over my dumb actions. How can I ever even begin to think of getting over him? Hes my entire life, my entire future. All I want is his arms because no one ever feels like home. I never woulve started anything if I never intended to keep it forever. Everyone gives up on me and everyone leaves. Everyone messes with me. Im never worth anything to anyone and its really hard to keep up your self worth when everyone around you is telling you youre not worth anything. Ive stopped talking, Ive stopped eating properly. I overwork myself to death. I dont sleep. My eyes are noticeably darker for the first time in my life. Idk what to do with the ring because I still wear it every single day in the hope that hell come back. I always wait for him, usually on the porch and sometimes in bed, but most of the time on the cold hard floor, but I always wait.

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Technofreak's picture
Nov 8

I know how you feel. It takes time to learn to live with being without the love one. I am a work in process yet I have made progress to learn to live with myself again with time. Hugs


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