Feeling lonely tonight. So many things going through my min

Feeling lonely tonight. So many things going through my mind. Thinking about marriage. No matter how much I talk to him the changes only last a few days and then goes back to not talking. Not sure much longer I can hang on.

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Emlilmom24's picture
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Jun 5

@FreeWill2Go Air Force brat. Jobs took us away. I am hoping to move back maybe. My dad left me and my sister a house in birch bay near the Canadian border on the water so I have that option.
Redondo Waterfront is near where I live in Washington my favorite spot to just sit and let my mind go blank.

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FreeWill2Go's picture
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Jun 5

@Emlilmom24 I'm a Navy Brat myself. Likewise, I followed in my parents' footsteps, but almost became a Marine. As the saying goes, sailors belong on the sea, so I constantly feel the calling to go back where I belong. I always love visiting the ships that were converted to museums, and the last time I took my family to the USS Hornet and the USS Iowa, my wife commented that it felt like they had their own personal tour guide because I couldn't stop running my mouth about Navy life aboard ship, and was going all over the place, like a kid on a playground. I can't help it, and I get excited when I'm on a ship.

That house sounds very pleasant. Sometimes, it helped clear my thoughts looking out at the ocean too, especially when I was on the flight deck between ops, and getting the birds ready for the next flight schedule.

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Jun 7

I understand exactly how you feel. Maybe you should get some time time to yourself and write down all the pros and cons to being in the relationship. And if you do decide to leave it will take some time for you to fall back in place with yourself. Everyone is different but from my experience after I left my husband I still have feelings of confusion and uncertainty. Questions and some insecurities. Its a process in my opinion.

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