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I'm going back to college tomorrow. And I havent talked or s

I'm going back to college tomorrow. And I havent talked or seen my ex at all over break. I'm still in love with her but I have been holding on to hope that she might reach out again. I know she probably won't. When I get back I know I'll have to face reality that she wont. But it's the only thing that's allowing me to not lose my mind right now. I'm so anxious and nervous and I can feel my heart beating hard. My chest hurts and I'm sad. I love her. Not just as a girlfriend but as a bestfriend too. And I'm so sad she's gone

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Jan 14

@TreeClimber
I used to feel the same way. I still remember all those tenebrous nights when i had no one except my lonliness that had me wake up throughout the night.. For almost three years the moments spent with her kept lingering within my mind and most nights were spent tossing over the bed again and again. There were lots of things that helped me to bounce back in life but the very first thing i feel relevant is that we must accept the reality because happiness starts with acceptance.. Just like you even i was sure that she wouldn't come back as she already found moved into another relationship.. The thought of her being with someone else kept munching away my insides and i had no one by my side except my body, will and wit. I came to realize that life isn't always colourful; blackness has its own share to our lives but here is the fact- no colour has depth without the black. For the first 2 year i just kept crying, repenting and even doubting myself.. I was almost at the point of ruining both my career & life and thus within a little span of time regret also started occupying its place in my life. At the end i decided to change my life and started focusing on my life.. I started eating healthy, started gyming and also made some new friends.. Now i realize that there is much more to our life then just being in a relationship that keeps draining our energy.. There is no purpose of loving someone that actually doesn't even respect our feelings.. So move on and find another purpose in life...

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Jan 14

@Trepidation thank you. I'll try. I'm slowly coming to grips with the reality. I hate it and I dont want it to be true but we cant always have what we want. I'm trying

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@TreeClimber
Don't worry! Keep trying... Even little efforts get counted.. Hope you get onto the track of happiness again :)

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