I’m so lost with my faith and spirituality. I’m so confu

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I’m so lost with my faith and spirituality. I’m so confused with God’s plan for my life. I have been struggling with mental illness for 10 years. I thought I was healed, I thought I got better. But this year I got out of the mental institution after 5 months of hospitalization. I have been through pure hell, pure hell. It’s like when is it ever going to stop? When is this hell ever over? When will God deliver me? I can’t just keep being sick and afraid of going back in the hospital. I can’t make it stop! I can’t do this anymore! Why? I know it’s sounds so stupid... but why? Why must my life be like this? I do believe God is real, but I’m really struggling about why I should even go to church? What’s the point? I just can’t anymore.

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ChunkyMonkey's picture
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Sep 17

@CKBlossom thank you very much. It’s hard to remember it’s not because of something I have done. Just an illness. :)

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Sep 17

@Sami77 thank you... I have been very isolated recently. I really appreciate it.

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Sep 17

@pink318 I’m in therapy, and my therapist is really kind. That helps.

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