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Not being able to pop open my phone, log onto fb or text an

Not being able to pop open my phone, log onto fb or text and express how I feel to someone who 'gets me'...It hurts. Literary each night I open my phone, go to my contacts in hopes someone texted me...nope...missed calls....nope....fb messenger...nope...empty. Can i reach out to someone...nope...no one responds if i do. I keep running in circles bc i think i have control over things and then I realise i don't... and i panic...i can't even keep a conversation going on here for too long before I stop believing im worthy. A fear takes over and i want to push people away. That's were I'm at. Yet without support...I'm lost...lost going in circles...cycles. I'm tired of those cycles of going from i can do anything to completely broke and thinking I'm nothing in this world....its frustrating. Its like I'm strong but I'm weak... its confusing emotionally.

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369's picture
[33515]
Feb 1

@SweetMae no dear :-) not but, but the clouds. To idealistic will get you hurt. Plain and smiple, you'll find some who are closer to how you are. They will help you grow.

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[4130]
Feb 1

@369
Yes, been hurt... more than you'd imagine.
No clouds, I attempted suicide as well, just need to move forward, plain as that.

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369's picture
[33515]
Feb 10

@SweetMae :-) the kind ones always gets hurt the worst. I know my heart is like yours, but with a lot more experience than most would ever want to know about.
Sorry about the late reply.

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