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Broken hearted I am in the hospital now. Well as much as i h

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Broken hearted I am in the hospital now. Well as much as i heard and thought i need to take care of myself and thought I was, yesterday i had a tremendous set back. In talking to my wife and trying to convince her of why its inportant to hear me not her get defensive and have an answer for everything but to help me heal so we coukd attemp to move forward, i began to feel chest pains. I did not think anything about it but they did not go away and my heart rate and pressure increased. My wife urged and insisted we check it out and happy we did urgent care immediately sent me to ER and I was admitted for stress to the heart low oxygen rapid heart beat. They believe mini heart attack. As crazy as is i felt guilty for not being able to be home with my little ones and did not want her to think i did this to show her how serious. I didnt nor did she think it. In fact think her guilt kicked in and she confessed to her parents and some family that we have been going through marrital problems and that she made choices that did not help matters. I hate that it got to this point and more reason i was asking for temp separation but maybe she will see seriousness of this and how traumatized i was. Not blaming her for hospital stay but more this is no joke you really must take care of yourseld i have adult and young children that need me. Please send prayers or positive vibes as the doctors figure out what else may have contributed to this broken heart.

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Jun 9

I am really sorry to hear about this. If I remember correctly we joined this group at about the same time. It has been a real struggle for me as it has been for you. I wish you the best. Even though things are moving forward with my cheating wife, I had what I feel was an anxiety attack. I do have high anxiety, but I have never felt the way I did. It was scary and I thought I could have a heart attack any time. Luckily we had a baby sitter and where able to go out on a date with my wife soon after. Hoping we can move forward and stay healthy.

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Jun 9

@LOXFA001 hey yes we did and happy you guys moving forward still. Take care of your health its very important. Guess this also woke up my wife who is now finally telling what feels like the whole story no filters no gas lighting no blame shifting so we can even see if this can work. How are you doing more up days than down i hope crazy what this stuff does

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Jun 10

Definitely more up than down days. But as is common with everyone, I have constant intrusive thoughts that makes it really hard to not go down a bad path. Wish you best of luck.

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