As I approach the 5 month mark for d-day I am curious. Does

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As I approach the 5 month mark for d-day I am curious. Does the desire to inflict sever bodily harm on the AP ever go away. I still think about it a lot. An there are times I feel the world would be a better place with him dead. I am not going to do anything but I really want something bad to happen to him. Does that desire ever go away?

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John99's picture
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Aug 1

@jamiemaddrox2020
I am trying. But because we are getting divorced she is continuing the relationship. Now I know it is doomed to fail but until it does I don't think I can put him in the past. She has agreed to certain rules such as he never comes to the house. He doesn't meet our kids and he never comes in my presence. She knows if she violates any of those I can't be held responsible for what comes next.

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dtay's picture
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Aug 1

@John99i totally understand about the rage being frightening. I wasn't cheated on but falsely accused of stuff I would never in my wildest dreams do. I can be okay and then suddenly bam it just comes over me the injustice of it all. I have to go to my room and practice a lot of self discipline to keep my mouth shut.

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