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Not really sure how to put this, but here it is. I am here b

Not really sure how to put this, but here it is. I am here because, as far as I am concerned, I has a lot of sexual behaviors as a child. I remember sitting on my younger brother inappropriately for sexual pleasure and getting off of him as soon as my parents would open the door to their room. I have asked my brother for forgiveness for this, but while he does forgive me, he does not recall it happening. I was about 7.

I would also lift up my shirt press my non boobs against the window in my room that faced the street. Every time a car would pass I would "feel it in my underwear" as I called it. I was about 9 when I was doing this.

I remember drawing diagrams of what sex looked like in the steam on the bathroom window, Think about "hairstyles" for vaginal lips and "clenching" when I had to pee if I was fanaticizing about/ imagining kissing someone. From about 8 to 12 on the diagrams and 8 to 17 on the whole clenching thing.

While I am asking about this in support groups, is this normal? If I ask my mom she would probably say yes, but she was molested as a child, so idk.

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Griz75's picture
[18570]
Nov 15

From my experience, I would say not normal, but in general my life wasn't normal so I guess I would not really know. I see to draw on the mirror at times or in books but I hide most of that. Fir yourself, are you seeing a professional to see how they might be able to answer that or help you?

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SigmaWhite's picture
[295]
Dec 5

Not normal. Simply put you need to find some help.

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funmommy123's picture
[545]
Dec 12

did you ask her and what did she tell you

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