I just got diagnosed with HPV. I won't lie, i'm borderline s

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I just got diagnosed with HPV. I won't lie, i'm borderline suicidal right now. I'm 23 years old and life's been kinda hard since I was diagnosed with crohn's disease at age 13. Recently I had appendicitis and since then my intestines have shut down like 4 times, my relationship broke down, i'm working like 12 hour shifts just to stay alive, i think my hair is falling out and now I have HPV. I'm losing my freakin mind.

I had but one sexual partner for the past 1 and a half years and there were no symptoms til now, a month after we've broken up. I'm not coping well because I dont know how to tell her she surely has HPV too. I don't know who gave it to who but the idea that I caused this somehow is eating me alive. I don't know how my life will progress beyond this point. I have lots of intestinal issues, losing my hair and i aint much of a looker so losing my hair would be catastrophic for me, im broke and work so hard to just get by, im alone and my prospects of finding a significant other feel slim to none now. Who the hell will want a broke 5 foot 4 balding graphic designer with HPV? I don't know where to go from this. Sorry this post is so negative.

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ayy_it_me's picture
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Apr 15

I'm sorry to hear about your bad situation, reach out to someone trained to help you with your suicidal thoughts.

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Apr 15

Hey Brother, you must keep your head held high like us Gentlemen do! We are all here for you! Get rid of the negativity, and embrace the positivity!! If your balding, then shave it off! Rock the bald look! Focus on finding yourself first before you start searching for a significant other

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