Hi to anyone listening I’ve been so depressed and just fee

Hi to anyone listening I’ve been so depressed and just feeling really awful about myself for the past year I’m 22 years old and I’m a guy that recently came to terms with my sexuality I hooked up with this guy that I barley knew and he forced me to have sex with him he was more stronger than me so I had no choice then once quarantine hit I had no distractions I had to live with the fact that I had hpv I discovered I had anal warts and I feel like I tried everything I went to a surgeon and Got them cut off which was probably the most pain I have ever been in and after I healed they came right back I was devastated then I went back and got them burned off with acid but I was I between moving states so I couldn’t continue to get them burned off by my regular doctor because no one took my insurance so I looked online for a few ways to get rid of them but they were all a bust I stopped caring about myself and what’s important to me for such a long time I’m just now getting back to the person I was but I still feel lost does anyone have any suggestions of what could work for me is there anything I could take that wouldn’t be too harmful to me please let me know

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Jun 10

Thank you so much it still haunts me but I’m trying to move on and it is so hard because every time I see these warts I'm always reminded of him and what he did to me I just want to forget.

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Jun 10

@Jbird2729 Have you considered therapy to help with processing?

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Jun 10

@CKBlossom yes I have but I’m terrified to talk about my trama it could be good but unpacking everything I’ve been through will be draining and it isn’t even the worst thing that has happened to me in my life.

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