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THIS STORY MIGHT TRIGGER SOME AND A BIT OF IT IS A BIT GRAPH

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THIS STORY MIGHT TRIGGER SOME AND A BIT OF IT IS A BIT GRAPHIC .
Since I was young I’d had floating thoughts about being gay they’d just pop into my head and I usually brushed them off straight away and didn’t give notice to them. I always crushed on girls but I know I’ve judged men on looks like he looks “cool” etc and maybe if I’m friends with him I’ll be “cool”. I remember I was in an sphe class and the teacher said it wouldn’t surprise me if someone in this class was gay and I remember just doubting it slightly but then I soon forgot about that again. I never felt any attraction to men I don’t think. Then about 2 years ago I started getting thoughts while I was high on weed and at that time I’d been watching a lot of porn. The next day I watched gay porn and masturbated to it and from then on I went into a spiral of depression and anxiety and after that everytime I saw a boy I would feel this feeling in my chest and stomach. However now everytime I try to reassure myself I’m not gay I get that exact feeling and I don’t get it towards men anymore. I associated it with anxiety and now I’m worried that’s I’m getting anxiety from trying to reassure myself I’m straight. Does anyone else relate to these feelings in chest and tummy or anything I’ve said??

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Apr 16

group? can anyone assist?

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