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Hey if anyone down below in the comments wants to say how ur

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Hey if anyone down below in the comments wants to say how ur feeling HOCD wise do it we can talk it will be helpful for the both of us

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Apr 18

I’m lost in this trance where I’m almost numb to everything, I have constant flooding thoughts and just feel down constantly. All I can say is I really hope I’m not gay but I’m really not sure anymore.

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Apr 28

@af1805 I’m numb too legit the same thing HOPE

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Apr 28

@Cay12345 hey I didn’t do therapy my mom took me once to one session and they didn’t even tell me I had hocd it didn’t do anything bc it was only the first session but my mom stop only bc he was a guy and I’m a girl and didn’t want to make me feel uncomfortable which I wasn’t but that’s besides the point the point is it still hurts for me but I don’t cry all u got to do is wait trust me I’m not over it but it’s better and don’t give ur self 8 month bc sry but no it’s going to take a while but just keep thinking of the good things like what gay person would come out and still not be okay or what gay person would think about this all the time want to not be around people just bc we think we like them gay people would like to be around there crushes if we even thought we liked someone we would get soo anxiousss if they even looked at ussss ik im not healed and I always am trapped bc I can’t look at the same gender the same way and I feel ughh like it’s never going to change ik and it makes me feel SICK but u just have to learn to deal with the pain even if it’s always on ur mind like me just think one day ill be fine everyday I think I am and I’m not even sure if I like boys anymore bc I think I’m lying to myself (I think idekkkkk) UGHH ik this is a struggle I’m still the same way as u I just try to look at the bright side bc I remember going to sleep at 5am on school nights just having full out panic attacks when I look at any girl my mind tells me I want to kiss them and I never thought that before any of this so think well i never thought this way about this person before so it must be that and also u know the think when ur scrolling through social media and u see a pic of a girl and u look at it we’ll my sister does the same thing and she’s not gay just think that we will get through ittt

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