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Having a major freak out because I used to watch lesbian por

Having a major freak out because I used to watch lesbian porn, and once or twice during madturbation I pictured myself with a lesbian looking women. I hate myself for it now, but I just don’t know if this could be denial now because I’ve had these thoughts before. Before HOCD hit I never thought they could mean anything because my feelings towards guys were so strong but now I just don’t know. I feel so helpless

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[35505]
Feb 12

I don't think watching lesbian porn really means anything for your orientation. There are so many things that can arouse us, and those things are typically taboo and situations we wouldn't actually engage in. Despite watching lesbian porn you still desired men and longed for an intimate relationship with them. Hocd distorts your true feelings.

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[865]
Feb 12

@Bria869 thanks, I’ve just been really spiking lately. I moved out of home a month ago and just feel all over the place.

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[35505]
Feb 12

@Annonamouse1 I understand. This whole thing started when I was set to move out of my parent's home and move in with my boyfriend... I kind of think that situation triggered this whole thing. Changes like that can be so stressful. It'll get better though! :)

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