Does anyone feel like the longer you live with this the more

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Does anyone feel like the longer you live with this the more real it seems?? I'm doing really, really badly.. a few years ago, I knew the thoughts were wrong. But I keep beating myself up with guilt and terrible things I did in the past. Everything feels gay in my mind. It's debilitating and it drives me nuts. :( I feel sick constantly and worried/depressed to an extreme..

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Hexxy's picture
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Aug 12

A new thought: what if this is denial and me rejecting myself because I feel like I won't be accepted by my gender?! Omg now this feels real

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[36475]
Aug 12

@Hexxy better thought: there's no connection to sexuality and gender traits (masculinity/femininity)

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[860]
Aug 12

Mine is getting so bad that even if I see a rainbow I get scared

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