Before HOCD I had no problem to acknowledge that a girl is

@Ramone YES and rn I just feel so numb and no anxiety and my mind says they were real crushes and it feels like I’m bi

@hal133 having no anxiety doesn't make you bi. You should definitely watch Ali Greymond on youtube, she explains there that OCD can come in as feelings that you are attracted or that you want to do something so you can see that what's happening to you is not that uncommon

@Ramone thank you so much <3 it just feels so real bc since I’m on meds I feel as though all these thoughts and feelings are real and shouldn’t be there if I didn’t have ocd