Super depressed. I feel like I’m stuck in an unhappy relat

I honestly don't know... my mind has been so messed up lately I feel like I'm living a nightmare in my own head and I'm just waiting to wake up and this all be a dream...

I’m sorry you feel that way. Does your partner listen to you? Have you tried talking about it to them? Sometimes it’ll make you feel better if you guys speak to each other about how you’re feeling. I wish my partner tried listening and understand where I’m coming from especially because he infected me. Try it.