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Hi everyone. I’m new here, but I was just diagnosed with h

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Hi everyone. I’m new here, but I was just diagnosed with herpes today, more specifically HSV 2. I kind of had a feeling I had it due to the symptoms I was having, but my doctor confirmed it after the results of my swab test.

I know who I got it from. It was a guy I had been seeing for the past six months. I told him about it. He said he was sorry. He said he didn’t know. He said he would understand if I hated him. But I’m not angry at him. I’m just angry with myself.

I never ever thought it would happen to me. I feel dirty. I feel like no one is ever going to want me ever again. I’ve always hoped I’d meet the love of my life one day and become a mom. I feel like that dream has been taken from me cos I know the moment I tell a guy I have herpes, he’ll run.

I know herpes is manageable and I keep trying to remind myself of that fact. I’ve literally spent the past week just reading up everything I could on herpes. I know it’s not the end of the world, but it sure feels like it.

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Jan 10

Thank you all so much for your words of encouragement and positivity. I’m so glad I found this forum. I have loving friends and family, but I can’t bring myself to find the courage to tell anyone what’s going on with me and how I feel.

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Jan 10

@Sunflower1014 I know how you feel. :( My last relationship lasted for five years. I was so in love with him, I felt like he was the one, but he broke my heart when he ended things. It took me a long time to finally trust someone enough again and this just had to happen to me too.

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Jan 10

@Shevon1412 I’ll definitely look into lysine supplements! Thanks!!!!

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