****Possible TRIGGER WARNING**** I've been clean from H

****Possible TRIGGER WARNING****

I've been clean from Heroin and all other drugs for over 2 years now. And lately things have been so bad mentally its all I can think about. Everyday in one form or another think about it. I take my mom into Chicago twice a week (where I used to pick up) and all I think about the whole time is going to pick up a bag. I haven't so far. I've been talking to my sponsor. I just feel so alone and abandonded and overwhelmed lately and I just feel like idk how much longer I can take it. I really wanna get high. Just 1 bag just for 5 mins to think about anything else or feel anything else.

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andine's picture
(57560)
May 4

I am so glad you have a sponsor. I hope you have meetings that are helpful. So sorry you are going thru this.

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disassociated_mess28's picture

@andine I do and I try to go as much as possible, but that isn't much due to my work schedule. I'm trying really hard to just keep pushing through.

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andine's picture
(57560)
May 4

That is amazing. I cannot imagine what you are going thru. Hope this site is helping.

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