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I am so overwhelmed!!! But doing what i know i have to do wi

I am so overwhelmed!!! But doing what i know i have to do with my son. He is being evicted getting his car repoed and who knows what else? I woke up the other night because he was in my house. He had gone through everything.... we talked he was high i just stayed calm then he left. After i discovered some things missing... It triggers me and i feel like i am back with abusive x. They are so alike.... so i was sitting in the house in the dark hiding! I thought this is ridiculous!!!! I finally blocked him because of harassing me through text.... threatening me etc... i wont enable him give him money or let him live with me. He is going to be 30 soon i have been through this to many times, and finally other family have had it also after years of me pleading they are not helping him...he has burned everyone!

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Dec 12

This is heartbreaking. I’m glad for the strength that you show toward your son and his addiction and abuse. It’s hard, it’s tough love. Enabling is not love and so glad you see past all that. I’m very sorry for your losses. I believe you are doing the right thing. God bless.

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Jan 11

Well tonight I saw a message from my dil that my son tried to kill himself by cutting his wrists and stabbing his neck. She broke the down and stopped him. I now understand why my bedroom door and bathroom doors where all broken! My son was renting it from me and I went down to get some things and saw the shape of things. I kicked them out and fixed it then sold it. Sorry I am such a mess right now. I called my son without letting my son know I knew about what he did. And it was ok for a little bit but then it began to unravel! He began texting me taunting me baiting me trying to get me to react. I kept ignoring him because I know he is struggling. Finally I told him I knew what happened long story short..... He became really nasty and now I am in my house with all the lights out curled up in a ball on the floor hiding from him. He isn’t outside but I feel like he is!!!!!
The other night I was telling my friend about I felt an evil spirit around my son. I am not the only one who has experienced this with him. I have not seen my son or heard him I mean his true self! And I am beyond heartbroken I feel like I have allready lost my baby boy! And right now i am writing truly out of desperation and to remind myself that i matter!!! But i am really struggling and the battle in my head is very real!! And i dont know if i am even making sense I keep writing then deleting typing more deleting..... well i will update things later....

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Jan 11

@HopeandMoreHope well thanks today was tough!

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