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Today I feel the shadow of sadness. I am going through my f

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Today I feel the shadow of sadness. I am going through my files and shredding documents that I don't think I will need any longer. It all brings up memories with the stbx... the home we decorated, the things we used to do together in the very distant past before his mental illness got so bad and he became someone I don't know and totally abusive. I've been avoiding him for years, and I can see the progression of his sickness as I go through the files. It is so difficult to see how bad it is getting when you are living with it on a daily basis.

On the one hand I am looking forward to being free of him. He is someone I cannot trust . On the other hand, I am scared that I am going into old age without a partner by my side. I truly wish I had chosen a better person to marry.

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Sep 11

I am so sorry you are in this place, it is so hard when we are feeling so many emotions...... I pray that as the day goes by and healing begins, that you are able to find joy, even if it is for fleeting moments. You are strong, and you will get through this.... Prayers

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Sep 11

@chaoticjoy3 Thank you very much

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Sep 15

You're welcome, I hope the days are getting better.

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