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I've accepted for years now, the fact my husband didn't/does

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I've accepted for years now, the fact my husband didn't/doesn't want to be with me and isn't attracted to me. It doesn't take away the pain though, of knowing. I still do love him, have always been attracted to him. Just so sad today, thinking about it. We're still selling the house. Not sure what the future holds. I don't hold out any hope for my marriage. And don't even know where I'll be living or how I'll be surviving from hereon. But it would be wonderful if my husband repented of his flirting around. So tired of the rejection. Sorry to be winy folks. I'm just getting it out of my system, posting here. The first year, when he had an affair with our neighbor before we moved. I just felt hopeless about things and carried that for so long because I was sick and couldn't work or leave. Then I felt acceptance there was nothing I could do. After all he's done hiding his relationships with our new neighbors here, it's enough. I can't see living with him ever again. He's never once apologised or admitted what he's done though I know he did. That's what hurts the most. He has no respect for me at all. I don't wanna hate him or harbor ill feelings, but can't see being with a person who cares so little about me. I wish I at least knew where I was going or how.

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Jul 19

Scat vent away. I love reading your posts because you and others on here actually touch my heart and encourage my spirt to realize my blessings. I can't imagine what it is like to be selling your home and not know where you are going or where you will end up. Not trying to be noisy but, you must have an inkling? You are a stronger woman than I could ever be. God bless you.

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Jul 19

@Brittannosaurus This is so true and I've been to a lot of therapists.

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[287425]
Jul 19

@mmadwaite, Thank you. You're just as strong. I'm sure of it.

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