I'm really struggling tonight, guys. I don't know why, I'm f

@rikk, thank you beloved. And I hope the same for you and all your family. I know what you've been going through.

@mmadwaite I gave up on trying to figure anything out. Her brother (the therapist) told me that the problem (whatever it is) has always been there (as you are suggesting) and she just did an excellent job of hiding it all those years. But the important thing is what you said- If she thinks there's nothing wrong then she will never get help. I've already done all the begging and pleading I can. It's time for me to go away.

@eddie1975, And you're already doing the best you can by being the best father you know how to be and by following God and trying to move forward with your life, and by knowing God will bless your efforts in the long term.