I feel like reaching out to my ex wife, it's been a recent f
Morningview
Morningview
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Divorced since September 2019. I'm 32, looking forward to my new future, redefining what love and ha…
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I feel like reaching out to my ex wife, it's been a recent feeling and I dont know why. Maybe it's because she tried to contact me 3 weeks ago and I didnt answer. I know there's no point in reaching out to her, what would be the point? But lately I feel like I'm at the point where I don't care that she cheated on me, I just want to talk to her. I'm 5 months no contact, I dont want to break that. It feels like being sober for 5 months, I dont want to have a setback. I don't know, maybe it's because I've been single for a while now and just want that companionship. I don't think I'll screw up but I want to understand why I feel this way now. I just miss her and I don't want to.
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decisionstomake
decisionstomake
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Feb 24
@Barb4514 yes I agree. I will definitely want to remain no contact. That dream was definitely eye opening and more like a nightmare. I wonder, does anyone else out there have these same type of dreams? It seems like these dreams are occurring more frequently as d-day approaches.
@decisionstomake I've had dreams but thankfully not lately. One time within the first few months I left, I was waking up and felt him there, I think holding my hand. It seemed so real at the time I wondered if he had died or something.
decisionstomake
decisionstomake
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Feb 26
@Barb4514 yes, I actually have had dreams in the beginning that he was right next to me in bed, it seemed so real it was scary. I am glad to hear that I am not the only one to have these kind of dreams, thanks for sharing : )
