SOB just had the nerve to tell me that the only thing he too
SOB just had the nerve to tell me that the only thing he took away from me was himself. He says this as he packs the kids to take them for the night. How can he really not realize how much he has taken or the true damage he has done? And then he tears up and says that this is hard for him too. Am I suppose to give a crap that this is hard for him. And yesterday he indirectly used the kids against me. He apologized today saying that he realizes why it seemed that way to me but that wasn't his intention but he feels like nothing he does is the right thing. Maybe if he stopped and thought about things more he would make better decisions. And he refuses to recognize that I wasn't happy in our marriage. He says that his effort to save our marriage didn't just start 6 months ago. He refuses to see that I had been trying for years to save our marriage while he gave up years ago and started screwing his other women. Then he left with my babies and I fell to the floor crying. My babies should be with me and I miss them so much when they aren't. I can't figure out how my life turned into this mess or how long I can keep going through this. I am so angry and hurt and depressed all the time. Just when I think I am getting better something else happens. I don't want the rest of my life to be like this.
I have that notification problem all the time. I think it mixes up when someone hearts your post and actually replies sometimes.
Jcal, I have fallen on my knees and cried on the floor alone, so many times, I lost count. I know the feeling. I'm so sorry you're going through this. ( ( HUGS ) )
@JCAL I'm so sorry you are being forced to endure all of this crap. Sending you prayers for strength. He has no empathy and you're better off without this extremely selfish man. There are better men out there. Maybe you'll meet one in a grief group. (((Hugs)))